imma a freak

oh life,please be good to me.

i dont need many, one or two heart-linked friends will do.

have been in moscow for 4 years, somehow i grow to become stronger physically and mentally.LOL.

god, dont throw problem to me again pls. i THINK i am strong enough tho

different season, we have different thinking. 

as we grow, we tend to lost direction.

i dont know what exactly i want.

what's bf  to you? to me, he is someone who i love and he love me.

too bad i have to say that i am those shallow girl that care about appearance, religion, culture.
you may think i am quite open through my appearance, but to be true tht i am quite tradisional.
if i am tht open, i might have lots of bf now.

but of course if someone who treat me good like how my dad treat me, i will fall to him perhaps.

but too bad there's no one. and no one will forever treat you good. u must learn how to treat ppl good too.

and sadly to say, i am still a learner.;p

我只能说还蛮准的。:P

喜歡射手座一定要很主動很自信才行
不然一定會被射手的冷淡嚇跑。
不過射手不喜歡自負的人，不自私，有主見的人是她們的最愛。

射手很能忍，什麽事都自己藏在心裏不說
所以射手的戀人一定要是一個善解人意的人






在射手說沒關系我很好的時候
握住她的手說我知道你不好，然後陪在她的身邊。

射手座喜歡一個人待著
想自己的心事，做自己的事情，沉醉于自己的世界。

射手座心地很善良，同情弱者，常常喜歡打抱不平，敢愛敢恨。
討厭虛偽做作、華而不實、虛情假意、玩弄心計，搬弄是非。

射手座的人上線不是隱身就是離開，其實他根本就線上！
因為只和感興趣的人聊，其他人一概不理。

超懶。愛發呆。擅長裝傻。天真單純沒心機。喜歡微笑。

DO-re-MONNN

someone said i look like doremon. chubby chubby. upper and lower limbs kind of short. LOL.

well, doremon may look cute but it definately not a compliment. 

if i was a doremon, life will be much more easier.just have to deal with a few certain people. and the most important thing is i HAVE MAGIC! 

i can do what i want. i can let those hatred people dissapear. i can become even more prettier, knowledgable,slimmer,friendlier,wat- so- ever that u wish to.

back to reality, u have to work hard to get all this. there're no magic in this world. only hardworking people get what u wish for.

so

everything u do must be very hard

work hard, study hard, and party hard.

someone asked me what have u learn during this winter hols?
well, i learn how to be quiet and smile.that's all.:)
life's been up and down.
i am not afraid of all the bad things happen to me because i know that it will be the past soon. time flies .
bad things make me become even stronger * but i dont find it, tears still drop after all*

opps. gonna ciao now. daddy calling me! bye peepo. ;)

you are the one

i am blessed.

although i am not perfect one, i believe god make all the imperfectness together to complete each other.

i thanks god that i choose medical life to accompany my golden year of whole life , esp doing in MOSCOW.

somtime i might complain that why we gotta learn russian, plus medical term in russian? what is that. 

but, thanks god that i have bonus for learning one more language that others dont have.

sometime i did complain that i dont have my party life back in KL with all my bitches. well, think back about it. it just a temporary happiness and yes you may miss alot of chance , you may miss the relationship with your closest friends, you may miss the chance to catch up with friends, you may miss all the gatherings.

but i tell you today, if you and your bestie lost contact just because of this so called long distance relationship.YOUBOTHFAIL!:D

if she 's the one, she will be the one as today, yesterday and forever. and i am so glad that i found her. christine guan. the heart linked soul sister! CHOCOBAR!teehhee. i miss this name!

 the gorgeous and awesome one in my life

we can be silly sometimes.;p

yeah, i know i will never wrong to choose this pathway. 

sometime i might be so called "active" , but i choose to be nerdy one.

life is yours. treasure it, cherish it and think about it.;)

i really gotta thanks you for being so called "caring"

you know who you are.